Publication Date
Summer 2023
Degree Type
Thesis
Degree Name
Master of Arts (MA)
Department
Communication Studies
Advisor
Kristen L. Cole; Deanna L. Fassett; Matthew Spangler
Keywords
agency;autoethnography;embodiment;health communication;trauma narrative
Abstract
Defining and naming trauma is a layered and nuanced process but hegemonic medical and media discourses have forced trauma into a system of binary terms and categories. This study begins with an exploration of how hegemonic discourses define trauma and how focusing on embodied trauma disrupts the limiting language presently available. I use Lisa Blackman’s (2008) work on embodiment to explore how our bodies move, take on, and shed trauma as a form of disruption to oppressive language. Blackman’s theory is used to examine my own embodied trauma through a critical autoethnography using prose and narrative I developed in narrative therapy. Through this exploration, I argue that medical care should move away from measurability and instead focus more on facilitating patient agency through conversation. Keywords: trauma narrative, embodiment, autoethnography, agency, health communication TW: Discussion of sexual assault; medical trauma; abuse; substance use.
Recommended Citation
Terebkov, Julie R., "How Should I Fall Apart For You? A Critical Autoethnography Exploring Embodied Trauma" (2023). Master's Theses. 5482.
DOI: https://doi.org/10.31979/etd.jmuz-a7xu
https://scholarworks.sjsu.edu/etd_theses/5482